Sunday, May 28, 2006

I just cant help it

"Listen to the rhythm of the falling rain
Telling me just what a fool i've been ... "
Rhythm of the Rain: The Cascades

when it rains==>
one may think about ... an umbrella
one may dream about ... to sleep warmly under a big blanket
one may wish for ... the right guy who bring one alive

but...
when it rains, i can feel a loneliness, honestly.
at least this moment

hard to cope with it but have to get through it
i used to think that i can be on my own
dont need anyone right beside
but .....
rain makes me totally damn weak!
rain drains my heart away of happiness and leave me just a pain

at the end of the day i have to admit that rain is just the accused one
the real cause is me & myself

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i'd better not feel this again and again
but who knows, i just cant help it